DOES HE HAVE A CHOICE?

Yes, you do have a choice, you may choose to leave me. I am well prepared cos no one knows how i feel? Including you! You dun even CARE for my feelings. You dun know how much tears i have waste bcos of you. Yes, i know u dun care, u dun even bother. Put urself in my shoe? How wud u feel if someone you love most treat you this way. Only to this blog i share my sorrows and happiness. I cant even share things with you... what i want, what i feel and so on. I leave my days with full of tears. Im so afraid to share things with you, cos i know you are going to hurt me.... u dun understand me....u have never understand me....u have NEVER. Yes, i know i have beg you not to leave me...is becos i love u. I love you so much. But if you think im forcing you u to be with me and u have no choice to stay with me... PLEASE LEAVE ME FOR GOOD.... It will be hurting if one day u tell me that u marry me cos u have no choice. I NEVER WANT THAT TO HAPPEN... NEVER!!