love one

Ya Allah, segala apa yg berlaku di atas muka bumi ini adalah kehendakMu. Tiada siapa yg dapat melawan takdirMu. Ya Allah, aku bermohon padaMu, sembuhkanlah temanku Khristino dan tempatkanlah Arwah Siti Hajah digolongan org-org yg beriman.

Ya Allah, kau telah membuka hatiku supaya menghargai org2 yg berada disekelilingku. Ya Allah...berikanlah kekuatan pada temanku, Khristino. Aku tidak sanggup melihat kesedihan dan keperitannya kerana kehilangan org yg paling disayangi.

Khris seandainya kau tahu... aku dan Kinn ingin sekali berkongsi kedukaan dan juga kebahagiaan kau bersama.

Semoga cepat sembuh wahai temanku...

Njoy

my edited pix.

leave me ALONE!

Lari,lari,lari
Aku lari tingallkan semua ini
Untuk mencari, cari,cari
Ketenangan diri.....iiii...

Pergi,pergi,pergi
Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu, mahu
Engkau hadir dalam diri ini...iiiii...

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu

Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu
Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

This song goes to a man that i used to love. A man who hurts me mentally and physically. Please leave me alone as my heart belongs to a man who deserve my love.

P.S: Dear, hurting you will be the last thing that im gonna do in this world.

Life is PRECIOUS - Live and Treasure it

I asked God,
"how do I get the best out of life?'

God answered:
''face your past with no regret, handle your present with confidence, prepare for the future without fear."

Then He added,
"keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and never doubt your beliefs. Life is wonderful if you know how to live."

the Gathering (ex-alohanz)

Im juz so free at work. Time to upload pix that was sent to me for memorable.

This was one of the gathering we had after all of us left aloha. We had dinner at Clark Quay then head for a drink at Boat Quay. This is only half of the group the other half had left after dinner.



saw that redbull? im a non-alcohol..

DINOOR

Pix taken at Vivo. Juz the 2 of us.

Im SORRY..

Im a person who will admit my mistakes and tell the truth if i were to tell lies. I dunno how to tell lies especially to my luv ones.... Dear have been saving for our big day and as for me i don't really save. The moment he found out that i did not save he was very disappointed. Surprisingly, he did not even raised his voice on me like what he normally does. He's a changed MAN now. I appreciate that, Dear. At first, he was having doubts on me....i guess he still. Dear, wonder where my money has gone too. Partly, why i spend my money bcoz im afraid things does not work out between us. I don't wanna put high hope on my marriage as im afraid to be hurt again. We are still in the process of improving things and... Alhamdulilah, it works.

Well, what Dear did was he asked for my internet banking device and also my bank book. He will keep it and return it to me if my savings had reached to his expectation. I dun mind if he were to keep my bank book till we' re married.

I cried when he told me that he work hard to save money for our wedding and also for our future. The way he speak like a husband advising his wife. I love the way he speak to me.

Dear, i know u've work hard to have all my needs fulfilled. You are a very wise man, i will never deny that. You don't spend unnecessarily. Whatever it is now, im convinced that you truly love me and want me to be your wife.

I know is a complete disappoinment. I am TRULY sorry. I have my reasons behind everything i do. Not to worry no man involve.

Selamat Hari Raya

Tersusun rapi jari jemari,

kemaafan kupohon setulus hati,

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,

Maaf zahir Batin.

Selamat Menyempurnakan

Ibadah Puasa Ramadhan & Selamat Menyambut Hari Raya Yang

Bakal Menjelang Di Samping Yang Tersayang

Yang Ikhlas,
SweetLady

DND 2006 (the alohanz)

While browsing thru' my previous email i happened to open one email with photos attachment. It is the DND pix. Out of sudden i miss aloha and the people USE to work there, a place which brings sour and sweet memories. A place where i met so many nice people. People who are always there for me when i'm in need. Not juz wen im in need...they are there for me to share my happiness too. We are juz like a happy family working under 2 roofs(aloha Loyang and Changi). But I was sad that...as of NOW aloha is flooded with Philippines staff. Where are all the Singaporeans gone to? Well, there's nothing much to complain as i'm currently adapting to my new workplace.

Ladies & Gentlemen

Just the Ladies

Me & Cik Muz (he can be my dad, uncle and a fren too.)

All the best to all ex-alohanz!

Do you remember?

Do you remember our first meeting?

Never will i forget that special moment.

The moment which brought me to life,

U make me forget those unwanted past.

Do you remember when the day u left me?

Gosh...my heart shattered into pieces.

Everyday and night i prayed,

Pray for having you back in my life again.

Do you remember the day we got back together?
I thank God as he has been a great listener.
He had fulfilled my wish,
Wish that i never thought will come true.

Now, what i have to remember is,
I have u back in my life, the thing that i cherish most.
And i know u only LOVE me and no one else
And will be waiting for the moment i will say, "Yes, I do''.

still fresh on my Mind...

Last night i had a dream, me and Dear went to Sentosa with a Little Toddler. In my dream the Little Toddler was my dotter. I really had a good look at her she was so adorable, with big eyes and very fair. She was smiling all the way and i juz cudn't take my eyes off from her. In that dream i was so happy that me and Dear finally got married and blessed with a lovely dotter.

The moment i woke up my heart beating so fast and the first thing on my mind was that Little Toddler i still can recall how she exactly look like. How i wish that dream was real, the happiness that i always long for.

I can't wait to share it with Dear. When i told him he was so happy i can see that wide smile on his face. He was so excited about us having a dotter. And he would like to have a dotter for our first child.

Later at night before i left him for the day he would kiss and hug me as usual and this time he also mentioned to kiss our dotter if i were to see her in my dream again. I was touched, i juz smile and walk away.

When Dear reached home, he will normally sms me telling me that he's home safely and he also mentioned about our dotter again...the sms goes.."If u mit our daughter, do gif her a kiss n tell her i luv her..." and the 2nd sms was ..."i do hope i get to c my daughter n hw she looked like''. Gosh....i was very touched by Dear's word... how i wish it cud turn out to be a real thing. Ya..one day, Insyallah. Dear gonna be a good hubby as well as a good daddy.

I LOVE U, DEAR!