Life is about Correcting Mistakes

Monica married Hitesh this day. At the end of the wedding party, Monica's mother gave her a newly opened bank saving passbook. With Rs.1000 deposit amount.

Mother: 'Monica, take this passbook. Keep it as a record of your marriage life. When there's something happy and memorable happened in your newlife, put some money in. Write down what it's about next to the line.

The more memorable the event is, the more money you can put in. I've done the first one for you today. Do the others with Hitesh.When you look back after years, you can know how much happiness you've had.'

Monica shared this with Hitesh when getting home. They both thought it was a great idea and were anxious to know when the second deposit can be made.

This was what they did after certain time:

- 7 Feb: Rs.100, first birthday celebration for Hitesh after marriage

- 1 Mar: Rs.300, salary raise for Monica

- 20 Mar: Rs.200, vacation trip to Bali

- 15 Apr: Rs.2000, Monica got pregnant

- 1 Jun: Rs.1000, Hitesh got promoted

..... and so on...

However, after years, they started fighting and arguing for trivial things.They didn't talk much. They regretted that they had married the most nasty people in the world.... no more love...Kind of typical nowadays, huh?

One day Monica talked to her Mother:

'Mom, we can't stand it anymore. We agree to divorce. I can't imagine howI decided to marry this guy!!!'

Mother: 'Sure, girl, that's no big deal. Just do whatever you want if youreally can't stand it. But before that, do one thing first. Remember the saving passbook I gave you on your wedding day? Take out all the money and spend it first. You shouldn't keep any record of such a poor marriage.

'Monica thought it was true. So she went to the bank, waiting at the queue and planning to cancel the account.

While she was waiting, she took a look at the passbook record. She looked, and looked, and looked. Then the memory of all the previous joy and happiness just came up her mind. Her eyes were then filled with tears. She left and went home.

When she was home, she handed the passbook to Hitesh, asked him to spend the money before getting divorce.

The next day, Hitesh gave the passbook back to Monica. She found a new deposit of Rs.5000.

And a line next to the record: 'This is the day I notice how much I've loved you thru out all these years. How much happiness you've brought me.

'They hugged and cried, putting the passbook back to the safe.I don't know how much they saved .I believe the money did not matter anymore after they had gone thru all the good years in their life.

"When you fall, in any way, Don't see the place where you fell, Instead see the place from where you slipped. Life is about correcting mistakes.".

IP Man

Watched IP Man with Dear yesterday. No regrets watching the movie and i wanna watch the movie again and again....

Synopsis:

The movie is adapted from the life story of Ip Man, the grand master of the Wing Chun style of Kung Fu and Sifu (master) of legendary Kung Fu superstar Bruce Lee.
Ip Man - martial art’s unyielding follower, whole-heartedly devotee to the free learning of Wushu. The fight to be top between the Wushu schools in the southern and northern regions of China did not stop him from goodwill matches with other practitioners. Nationalistic bad feelings and racial hatred did not lessen his respect for Japanese Kung Fu warriors. In a great era of hate and tragedies, Ip focused only on Wushu. His enthusiasm for martial arts saw led to devastating street fights with various elite practitioners.
To this date, neither movies nor publications about Ip Man exist. This movie is the first important record of the master’s life. Ip’s persistent devotion to Wing Chun is a classic example of the love and respect for Wushu and the freedom and spirit it represents.

HE & SHE Shop for Wedding Gifts

Went shopping last week... We shop till drop. Enjoyed it so much.

He shopped...

She shopped...

Taking pix while waiting for the promoter to bring the shoes he chose.

CLOSE UP

DOES HE HAVE A CHOICE?

Yes, you do have a choice, you may choose to leave me. I am well prepared cos no one knows how i feel? Including you! You dun even CARE for my feelings. You dun know how much tears i have waste bcos of you. Yes, i know u dun care, u dun even bother. Put urself in my shoe? How wud u feel if someone you love most treat you this way. Only to this blog i share my sorrows and happiness. I cant even share things with you... what i want, what i feel and so on. I leave my days with full of tears. Im so afraid to share things with you, cos i know you are going to hurt me.... u dun understand me....u have never understand me....u have NEVER. Yes, i know i have beg you not to leave me...is becos i love u. I love you so much. But if you think im forcing you u to be with me and u have no choice to stay with me... PLEASE LEAVE ME FOR GOOD.... It will be hurting if one day u tell me that u marry me cos u have no choice. I NEVER WANT THAT TO HAPPEN... NEVER!!

Indoor & Outdoor Photoshoot

Last Sunday went for indoor and outdoor photoshoot. Tho' it was very tiring but it was an enjoyable one. Can't wait to choose the pixies.

Pic after Indoor Photoshoot

After the outdoor photoshoot.

Use Henna on Saturday morning. Artwork by Zai Miztiq

Wedding Shoe - Lucieno. It cos me $142.90


COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS!!!!

ECP Outing with Ana and the Kiddos

Last Sat, brought the nephews and nieces out for cycling. Sorry to the small ones as i am not able to get them to tag along. Will get all to join in the future ya...

Anyway Dear not able to join us as he needs to get back to work last minute so called Ana the day before to join us. Next plan... going to Ubin.

Pix taken on waterbreaker. *nice background*

Jumping session


With my beloved nieces and nephew

We really had fun, BUT... I suffered at nite both my thighs is aching. I cried the whole night. I can't sleep. I called Dear twice, once at 1am and the 2nd call was at 3am. I complained to him about the pain but he told me to take a small towel and soak it in warm water and place it on my tighs. Well, it does help abit. I feel better the next morning... Hehehe....

To you Shafiqah, Happy Birthday!! May Allah Bless You and Your Luv Ones.

P.S: As for you Sha, i hope u will change. No one can help besides you yourself.

Hari Raya Puasa 2008

Salam Lebaran Buat Smua Umat Islam

God's Will

Last week, i took bus 30E back home. Since i was very sick and weak i can't afford to take train and stand thru' out the journey. I alighted 1 bus stop before Bedok Interchange. Normally, i will wait for another bus service 229 which will stop infront of my block, as the bus just left i intend to take other bus to stop infront of Bedok Swimming Complex and walk home. After board the other bus, i quickly find a seat. Is not that i am "KIASU" but i was very sick. The moment i have reached my destination i was ready to alight but i was stunned when this old Lady standing right infront of me fell coz the driver stop the bus away from the kerb. She missed the kerb and fell. I rushed to her and help her. I am not the only person who helps her. It's a pity to see her in such condition. I quickly assist to lift her up. I walk with her then we go separate ways after the traffic light.


While walking back home i was thinking that GOD sent me there to help the old Lady. If i am not sick, i would have waited for bus service 229 and i wouldn't have take any other buses. Also there is a reason why God makes me sick.

Thanks to God that the Old Lady is fine.

I always BELIEVE everthing happens for a reason.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEARIE SIS

May Allah Bless You My Dearie Sis

I Love You Always!!

Recovering

Alhamdulilah....im feeling much, much better now. I have been waiting for this very day. It started with super heavy menses due to my Hormone Imbalance. An experience which i NEVER wish to go thru' again. Surprisingly, it happens on my 2nd day... i was at work when i feels it continue to flow like "waterfall", i have just changed not long and i have to change it again. While i was about to take another pad i can feel that my skirt is wet. Gosh!! my CHAIR!! "SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!," in my heart, i was shouting for help. Who else i can ask for help, if its not Azrina, who is sitting just next to me. She accompanied me to the ladies. This is the BEST PART.... i was so eager to go to the cubicle to get change...Guess What?? I have actually forgotten to lock the cubicle door. Hahaahahaha.... This lady who barge in was stunned to see me in the cubicle. At that worrying point i can't tell if i am embarrassed.
Kak Lynn have to spare her undergarment to me... which i can consider myself very lucky. BUT!!!!..... she only have g-string. Hahahaaaaa.....i have no choice but to wear it. Well, being not comfy is a second thing. At that moment, how i wish im at home with my mum helping me. It seems to be my first time having menses. I still remember the very first time i had my period, i have to tell my mum discreetly without my dad hears me. *grin*

It continues on the next day, which is my 3rd day of period. Haiz..... it stops the day before after i have reached home, I didn't expect it will be that heavy again... it only comes when i have reached workplace. I msg Darlz, telling him i really dunno what to do. Again, lucky me... Darlz took half-day leave to send me to NUH. *Thank you Sayang* Actually, i felt bad cos he is having his leader meeting that morning. "So to you, Noorehan, STOP saying he is not reliable." *grin*

At NUH, i know i can blackout anytime but Darlz was next to me and hold me tight. I was grateful that i don't feel any pain. After Darlz did the registration at the Gynaecologist counter, less than 15mins, the Specialist wanted to see me. After being interrogated by the Specialist, he told me to lie on the bed, It was an embarrassing moment... but i let the Specialist do his part by removing the blood clots in me. I wonder how's the mummies out there give birth... Don't they feel embarrass? I believe the pain somehow or rather makes the mothers care less to feel embarrass.

The Specialist prescribed me this hormone pills called Norethisterone, i have to complete it by day 21st. It does not end here. I did some research on the prescription, there are some side-effects. I tend to have frequent migraine which i have to stop taking the Norethisterone. In order to subside the pain i have to take Caffox for my migraine. Honest, i hate taking all these medication. *YUCKS*

Now, i have to keep myself healthy. I must start to go for a regular jog after Ramadhan is over.

P.S: Thanks to Azrina, for accompanying me on the very day it overflows. Also thanks to Huuds for taking over my case, assisting the engineer to order the part. And also for those who contribute the pads. Not forgetting my SIL Lynn for her G-string. *winkz*

STUPID STOMPer

Over the weekend, Dear received a call from his colleague saying that there are pixies of him with another 2 of his collegues has been posted in STOMP. STOMPer was unimpressed by how these SOC Troopers were carrying out their duties.

STOMP received an email from this STUPID STOMPer on 31st Aug, the STOMPer says:

"Saw three SOC Troopers standing together and chit-chatting instead of patrolling and observing."

“This happened outside Plaza Singapura at around 1320 hours."

“Aren't they suppose to patrol & observe instead of chit-chat?"

“Apart from this, I have also often seen SOC troopers who are supposed to be patrolling the MRT, getting together in a group and chit-chatting in one corner."

At first, Dear was uneasy... Well, Dear ought to feel that way cos he is a MAN who takes pride in his work.

1 of my favourite comment from the commenter:

Trooper A : "Hei, there is an idiot taking our picture!"

Trooper B : "Should we fire a warning shot 1st or just shoot him between his eyes?"

Trooper C : "Aiya~ just leave it lah, this idiot must be too free leow then take our picture to post in STOMP lor"

Trooper A : "If really like that then how? all the reader will be mistaken we notdoing our job, let me just shoot him lah!"

Trooper C : "Dont worry lah, there are smart readers out there who will help us fire at that IDIOT if he post in STOMP lah!" lol

"A picture is worth a thousand words"

That's my MAN... i am proud of him indeed.

Proud

I have been wanting to blog about what has Dear been doing lately, but...due to so many things in mind i do not have the time to blog.

First of all i would like to congratulate Dear for obtaining 3 GOLDS for his IPPT (2nd attempt), Marksman and 3Xs(dun ask me what is that? This got to do with his Physical Training Test. *winkz*). Dear work so hard to gain what he wants. I really envy Dear, he is the MAN who will work hard to achieve his GOALS. Slowly i pick up the spirit from Dear. Dear if you read this, i just wanna tell you that I am very, very proud of you. I know you did all this for our future and i am very lucky to have you.

Secondly, i would like to say a big "THANK YOU" to you, Dear. Dear bought me a car, KIA CERATO VARIANT2. Something which i have never think that i will get from any of my luv ones. Can't wait for the car to be out this 1st September. Well, i have not pass my driving but will work hard to pass before 2009. That's my resolution for 2008.

i am disappointed

Months back i am afraid to leave my parents cos i know, i wont be there if they needs help. I always wanna be there for them. But...now, i want to leave that house as soon as i could tho' my heart is heavy to leave my love ones.
I just don't understand why people have to blame me for something that is not caused by me. Tho' it is not my fault i am not afraid to say, "I am SORRY'' but still, people dun wish to forgive me. I am very sick since last week. Well, i am tired to please anyone again and again. I will just be myself while waiting for the days to pass so that once i am Dino's wife i will leave so that ALL will be happy without my presence.

Marriage and Life

TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation. A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is." Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB".

NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you." We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves. If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU officer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous , sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television." There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up a nd discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character." It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness. It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations..

RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party. A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, "Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered,"You should appreciate that you married me. Other wise, he will be the millionaire and not you." Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION
Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? "Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey. Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a nar row bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, "Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?" The father went home & committed suicide. Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

"Good Life starts only when you stop wanting a better One"

" Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away "

am i STUPID?

YES...
I am STUPID to accept YOU after u left me for another woman.
I am STUPID to still be with YOU when i found out that u loved someone else.
I am STUPID to be with YOU when u are bored of me.
I am STUPID to be with YOU when u are sick and tired of my face.

2nd Year Engagment - 15th July 2008

Love....

Love, which i have never got from any Man besides you..

Dear, as both of us know how 'teruk' our relationship is for the the past 3 yrs..we still remain as one. I really hope this 'terukness' will end before we enter to marriage life. *smilez* Remember, what we have learnt? U will have to forgive me for all my past mistakes and also my present wrong doings. *winkz*

If you count all the stars in the sky

And total them you see

They couldn't equal all the love

That's deep inside me

If i had a choice to choose,

I chose to be a star

Where people gaze it every night

Like how you gaze me every day and night

And if you lived a million years

You'd never, ever see

A love as strong as mine

A love that's meant to be

I'll count my blessing every day

And thank the Lord above

For giving me a precious gift

He gave me your love.

Marriage Course

Finally, the marriage course has ended. Dear, said it was too short, i guess he wants the course to be 1 week then it will be enough. Hahaha... actually, ya the course is too short. The first day of course is all about knowing our partner and how to have a smooth marriage in the future. My perception of the course at first was "CRAP" but it changes my point of view after i attended the course for the first time. It teaches me so many things in a relationship. Honestly, Dear and me had a great time during the course. The speakers are superb, i believe they have enlightened those couples attended the course too. I dun deny that i have been laughing thru' out the course.


During the first day of course, one of the speaker told all the partners to write about anything how we feel for our partners on a piece of paper. At the end of the day, i stole the note from Dear's pocket. Hahaha...i was so touched when the note read this way:

"Pengorbanan Mu, meyakinkan Aku bahawa engkaulah satu-satunya." Means, "Your sacrifices, convinced me that you are the only one."


The second day of course, in the classroom Dear pour out his feelings. Dear apologize for all his wrong doings from day 1 he knew me till today. I was so happy that i cried, i know Dear said it from the bottom of his heart. He is truly sincere, i can see his sincerity from his eyes.


After the course, Dear brought me to town and Dear bought me Paris Hilton's bag and the wallet for my advance birthday present.

Thank u so much, Dear... i luv it!

Well, we left with 6 more mths to prepare for our big day. I can't wait for that day!Yippiee!!

Sincerity

Astaghfirullah la'azim... God, please give me the strength, please add more patience to me.. U r the only one that i can pour out my sadness, my disappointment. Only you... only you knows my good intentions and my sincerity.. I know it is not easy to face all this but i accept with my open heart, i accept all with sincere. Thanks for giving me those test to see how strong i can tackle it. Alhamdulilah, i am able to face it with patient. God, i can't bear to see him in difficulties, i am just trying to help. It cud be the way i approached is wrong but i did tried not to hurt or offend him. God, please lead me to the path... the path where lead to no heartache.

Amin.

Counting down the DAYS

Finally, i have booked the hotels for my Honeymoon in Brisbane. Yippiiiee!!! The Metropolitan Motor Inn (Motel) & The Stamford (5* Hotel). The first 3 nights will be in the Motel and the last 3 nights will be in the 5 Stars hotel, hmmm... save the best for the last.

There's an objection at first. Dear don't quite agree with the idea of staying in the 5 Stars hotel thru' out the stay as it is too expensive. As usual, Dear will try his best not to disappoint me and he came out with the idea of staying in a different hotel for our stay. Well... i am more than HAPPY!

Now, left with the booking of flight.

Having an experience working in a Hotel, my expectation of the rooms are very high.

The package that i have booked for my stay in Stamford.

Romance and Seduction

· Overnight accommodation with guaranteed river view

· Personal escort to your room

· Rose Petals scattered on the bed in a heart shape, romantic music playing, luxury Aveda bath products and a drawn bath

· Bottle of French Champagne, a selection of canapes & chocolate dipped strawberries on arrival

· Full Breakfast for Two – served in your room

· Commemorative bottle of red wine with personalised label

· Valet parking for one car

· Complimentary use of the gymnasium, sauna, pool and spa

· Complimentary newspaper

· Late check out at 1.00pm

*Superior King: $475.00 - our choice
Deluxe Room: $525.00
Junior Suite: $675.00

The River View

The Room

Happy Birthday Mama!!

Can't wait to go home... wanna surprise Mum with the big cake which Dad bought last night. Poor Dad he is in the afternoon shift today. =(

Ma.. Selamat Hari Jadi!Semoga ALLAH panjangkan umur Mama, murah rezeki.
Amin.

Happy BirthDay Dearie

Hey Sayang!!

Happy Birthday To You!!

May Allah Bless You!



No matter what i will always Luv Ya!!





From: Baby Monster

Congratz to ME!!

Yippie!!!! I have passed my Basic Theory Test. I feel good...so good. Thanks to Khris for revising with me few days before the test and not forgetting my wonderful MAN, who helped me thru' out the day, yesterday. I actually attended the e-Trial Test in the afternoon and the Test itself in the evening. It was a good idea as the qns asked was very similar to the e-Trial and it is stll fresh in mind. Dear, accompanied me the whole day and also he gaves me confident that i can pass while i was so worried that i will fail. I'm one lucky gerl. *smile*
Now, i can't wait to study my Final Theory, heheee... i can't wait to drive my mum around no doubt Dad always did that to her.

Bad Day!

I am not sure what is wrong with my internet connection at work. It has been a week. None can help me either they are too busy, they don't know or they simply refused to help... but i am pretty sure my SIL Lynn was bz with her work. Its ok...Parmjet aka Pemi managed to help to solve it. Thanks Parmjet!! =)


Back track the dates....


On 18th May, Sunday, Mak wants to go to Sentosa meeting her sister and family. Dear drove dad's car to sentosa. We stayed till around 1700hrs. Then, we we head to Mount Faber, after we have reached the top i can see that the scenery was so beautiful, especially when the sunset.

Later we move off to bricks work hawker centre to have our dinner. Guess what?? I left my spongebob small pouch contains, my N73 hp, NRIC, Ez-link, Maple Tree Pass, Dear's MP4, few coins and lotz of rubbish. Haiz...what a day! I only realised it after we had our dinner and Dear had drove off from the food centre. I left it around 1 hour plus. It would be miracle if the spongebob pouch is still there. Well, Dear make a u-turn, the moment the car stopped i ran to the toilet ... i knew the answer but just trying my luck. Tried calling my phone but no answer. At least i can sleep well cos the person who found my phone cant use it, my phone has a lock code same goes to my sim card. What i want is my IC. The person can have all as it is of no use and just hand in back my IC.

That will be all on my belongings.

P.S: Dear, sorry i lost the N73 which u bought for me. I felt so bad. I promise to be extra careful in the future. Also, thank you for being there to console me.

u definitely can make it DEAR!!

Dear...dun be sad ok. U r almost there, i would like u to try again. I am very sure u can do better than that. I will be there to support you all the way. I was quite upset to see ur sms. Dear, I feel sad for you too.... I know that 5 secs really makes a difference to u. Remember this.. your superiors, colleagues and not forgetting me, your Baby Monster have faith in you. We are very, very sure that u can do better. Believe me u did better each and every time. Anyway i am still proud of u. Your timing is the best and that also shows you are young compared to your age. To be truthful you have never looked old to me.Dun be sad ok. To me u r always the best compared to the rest.

P.S: I luv ya again & again!!

be a MAN!!

Hey MAN! Please be PRFESSIONAL!! Dun expect me to tell the WHOLE world that i am engaged. I dun even know who you are, why would i tell you abt my personal life. If you are disappointed that i am attached that is none of my business. I have never give you any hopes, so move on. Well u chose to be cold towards me after knowing that i am attached.. just wait and see how i am gonna react. If u gonna give me a hardtime .. i'll make sure i give u triple of what u did.

Jealousy

I miss reading... i have not been reading my novels for a month due to reading my Basic Training Handbook. My test is on 5th June, hopefully Dear can bring me to the driving centre this Sat for the e-Trial test. I doesn't want to disappoint Dear so i have to put aside all my novels coz i will stick to it most of the time. *grin*

I dunno why today i feel like blogging... after 2 months that i have not blogged.

Lets start with me and Dear, our relationship are improving. Can i say we are changing? Could be.

Yesterday, i make Dear jealous... not my intention to.. but this is the fact. I like when he starts to be jealous. It shows that he loves me and he doesn't wanna lose me. Hahaha... It starts when this whiteman approaches me and shows interest in me. He is a 'mualaf'. It means convert in English. I was very, very impressed when he starts to speak to me in Malay but in Indonesia accent. He is an American, living in Jakarta and he is a teacher. The thing that surprised me was, when he saw my pix on my phone with Dear, he said, " i should be the man standing next to you," i pretend not hearing whateva he have just said. I tot he will just move on as i pretend not to hear anything, infact, he said it aloud this time, " I should be ur fiance." I was quite stunned but i just smiled and say goodbye to him as we are going to the different direction.

As for you, my Dear...nothing to worry as no one can replace u in my heart. I am crazy over you. *winkZ*