I know i have not been blogging lately. Well, i'm not sure of myself either. I have this mixed feelings fot the past few months. At times my sis will asked me if i have new blogs? Told her not the time yet... *Hehehe...sorry sis....*
Where to start? Ermm.... lets start with my engagement. Scroll up and see how many months left to our wedding and honestly, im very disappointed with Dear lately. Something is not right... we have been quarelling, arguing becoz of 1 tiny weeny fly. I always tell myself that i will NEVER tell him to change coz i've read somewhere that if u want that person to change...YOU, urself have to change. Basically, i've changed alot, whereby i dun stop him with all his activities, i dun intrude to his privacy which he HATE it so much, i have to understand that he is tired on his 1st off day and we are not supposed to meet at all on his every first off. There are so many dos and don'ts which i have to obey but Dear never understand what i want and what is my need. Well, i never deny that he will make a point that we meet up on his 2nd off. There are so many things which i want to pour out to him...BUT, im sure it will lead to an argument.
Dear.... it is very, very, very disappointing when you as my future husband saying those harsh words on me. Will you stop using those harsh words on me? You know it is very disappointing when ur love ones call u, IDIOT, U R A NUISANCE, STUPID, IRRITATING worse still when they said they are BORED of you. HOW WOULD U FEEL LADIES? Not juz the ladies im sure MEN do have the same feelings too when their luv ones use those harsh words on them. Why cant Dear talk to me nicely which im sure every women would love to hear her men talk to them nicely. That is what i want from my only Dear but i dunno till when Dear will stop using those harsh words on me.
Till today, my heart is full of heartache and disappointment. I myself not sure how long i have to live, accompanied by my tears every nite before i close my eyes to sleep.
P.S: Sis is not that i dont wish to share my sorrows with you.... im sure u r occupied with ur beautiful kids and abg also at times hurt you. No matter what i believe that my bro is faithful to you. *smilez*
Where to start? Ermm.... lets start with my engagement. Scroll up and see how many months left to our wedding and honestly, im very disappointed with Dear lately. Something is not right... we have been quarelling, arguing becoz of 1 tiny weeny fly. I always tell myself that i will NEVER tell him to change coz i've read somewhere that if u want that person to change...YOU, urself have to change. Basically, i've changed alot, whereby i dun stop him with all his activities, i dun intrude to his privacy which he HATE it so much, i have to understand that he is tired on his 1st off day and we are not supposed to meet at all on his every first off. There are so many dos and don'ts which i have to obey but Dear never understand what i want and what is my need. Well, i never deny that he will make a point that we meet up on his 2nd off. There are so many things which i want to pour out to him...BUT, im sure it will lead to an argument.
Dear.... it is very, very, very disappointing when you as my future husband saying those harsh words on me. Will you stop using those harsh words on me? You know it is very disappointing when ur love ones call u, IDIOT, U R A NUISANCE, STUPID, IRRITATING worse still when they said they are BORED of you. HOW WOULD U FEEL LADIES? Not juz the ladies im sure MEN do have the same feelings too when their luv ones use those harsh words on them. Why cant Dear talk to me nicely which im sure every women would love to hear her men talk to them nicely. That is what i want from my only Dear but i dunno till when Dear will stop using those harsh words on me.
Till today, my heart is full of heartache and disappointment. I myself not sure how long i have to live, accompanied by my tears every nite before i close my eyes to sleep.
P.S: Sis is not that i dont wish to share my sorrows with you.... im sure u r occupied with ur beautiful kids and abg also at times hurt you. No matter what i believe that my bro is faithful to you. *smilez*
