I juz came back from work yesterday when Papa told me that he has got something to tell me. I felt uneasy whenever he said that. I followed him to the room then he asked me, ''what if i can't work anymore?" I juz told him it's ok if he's not working looking at his age he supposed to be resting at home. Papa told me that the Doctor said he can't work anymore coz he has eyesight problem. I was very sad to hear that. I can see the tears in his eyes wen he told me that he cant work anymore. Worse come to worse he has to go for an operation. Looking at his state, i wud rather he sit at home and rest coz i dun wan anything to happen to him coz he's driving. He carry passengers. I dun want anyone to blame him. Before i left the room he told me not to think so much. How can i don't think? He's my dad.. He's everything to me... same goes to mum.
Papa is a very hardworking man, he is a very responsible man, he take pride of his work. Im very fortunate to have him as my father. I always wanted to have a husband like my papa. I noe im the only child that he tells of his problem. But...wat worries me is my elder bro. He take things very lightly. I can forsee if my mum & dad no longer around my bro gonna live with full of regret coz he always hurt their feelings. My elder bro is too dependant on mum. Im gonna get married in 1 yr time, who's gonna help out mum and dad. Im hoping that my elder bro change to be more responsible. As for my younger bro i have no worries coz he will listen to me.
Whatever it is, Papa i will pray for your health. I will be always here for u and mama. I wanna take care of both of you.
I really love u so much... =..)
Ya ALLAH... panjangkanlah umur kedua ibu bapa ku.
Amin.
